20.1.11

Spiralling Down


Days have passed since I visited here.  Yesterday started a new week and was a good day all around.  I have pain now that is constant across my lower midriff and gastronomic pain that comes with eating and digestion, the latter finally coming under control with large daily doses of laxative.  I have continued to lay off the morphine taking instead 2 or 3 5mg oxycodone, which seems to be doing the job to the extent it needs to get done.        
I am very weary, for it has been well over a year now since I have slept more than a couple of hours straight without getting up to hit the lou.  I am definitely not in any shape to drive and rely on Vanessa to cart me about on my business needs and this is the seventeenth of January. 

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